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2007-05-17T22:51:00.000+08:00

((: When I get my laptop I'll upload all my pictures!! This comm will be the death of me! Rahhhhh

2007-05-16T23:03:00.000+08:00

Winter (Cassey's dog) bit me in the stomach! Haha was quite traumatised. But he's a beautiful dog still! Belly dancing workshop was fun! Anyway I've just showered. Time to hit the homework. Econs and geog GOs plus study for econs test tomorrow! After school, I'm meeting Amelia (finally) for our dose of IKEA =O) Cheer up vian! And thanks for having me over Cass <3 style="font-weight: bold;">

2007-05-15T22:09:00.000+08:00

Someday we'll know,love can move a mountainSomeday we'll knowwhy the sky is blueSomeday we'll knowwhyI wasn't meant for you;whyI was the one for you.Oh, I need to go some place and be alone with nothing but plain objectiveness.<3 It's times like these that make me think of that awesome snippet from 'This year's love'. Love means so many things; You make me smile. You make me laugh. You make me

2007-05-10T23:30:00.000+08:00

so you think you've got me all figured out? =O)click here!

2007-05-07T01:07:00.000+08:00

Hello world. Up at this hour doing work and thinking about life (as always). This blog is moving soon.

2007-04-28T01:11:00.000+08:00

GOLD WITH HONOURS! <3

2007-04-16T21:53:00.000+08:00

Home club on saturday! Real cozy place with good music =)) Was bazaar-ing with Ian, and Amelia and Angela came to visit. Wheeeee (:Sunday night. Jeremy's place for impromptu dinner! Watched fight club, and it seriously screws with your mind but it's good! It's got some profound meaning.. Haha it's pretty abstract too but very well done =) Derong gave everyone a lift home(except darren, we dropped

2007-04-09T00:24:00.000+08:00

Oh, you, in retrospect...It's 12.25 am and I'm eternally grateful to Ian for reciting me my chinese essay(due tomorrow)! HAHAHA =))Snapple fact: Beavers were once the size of bears x) says:noo hahaha im doing workSnapple fact: Beavers were once the size of bears x) says:;)Snapple fact: Beavers were once the size of bears x) says:writing my chinese essaySnapple fact: Beavers were once the size

2007-04-04T22:33:00.000+08:00

' This above all; To thine own self be true.'A fox among the shadows of the town,Should I surrender to the arms of man?On the blank icehills lies in waitThe fighting cold who has thrown downHis challenge. I'll not imitateThe feline compromise. I scanWith warring eyes the servile fateOf animals who joined the heated town.Lean-hearted lions in the concrete zooGrow bellies, tendons slacken in pale

2007-03-25T21:04:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling terribly abstract today ((:anyway quite a number of embarassing things happened to me in school this past week x) the best one so far:GP Lecturebesides my constant daydream induced grinning and my furry purple pen, i was being perfectly normal in lecture :D so i was mildly horrified when the lecturer suddenly looked my way and glared.'You! Talking and talking.. the polka dot St.

2007-03-23T23:52:00.000+08:00

greatness, personified.

2007-03-14T23:24:00.000+08:00

I LOVE SRJC! ;)James. Johnson. Lionel. Amanda. Suyin.. everyone else in Bismarck OG and dance! You guys are the best bunch of people ever, and I feel blessed to know you guys ((:Just got home from the movie music and lyrics with Johnson. Had so much fun the the guys today playing bang at mind cafe before dance (: and swinging and climbing all over the place at the playground too. i love talking

2007-02-24T00:09:00.000+08:00

say hello to my new pencilbox ((:

2007-02-20T23:58:00.000+08:00

Hello there =) I'm writing some sort of incoherent, random book that is really just a compilation of some of my (very) intense and more private thoughts =op If you have nothing better to do, click here.Anyways. Read of the day:This baiting of a fading star is cruelTracy McVeighSunday February 18, 2007The Observer Judgemental, nasty and moralising, the American media has been laying into Britney

2007-02-15T23:02:00.000+08:00

Valentine's day is a ridiculous charade, the ignorant masses are manipulated by the greetings card companies into forking out millions - and for what? for the illusion of being loved.- adrian mole: the wilderness years=) my uneventful 14th feb:Abigail came over to my place to swim and tan!! Perfect weather! =) Ate chips and gummies while lying on the sun tanning deck. Lazed around the jacuzzi.

2007-02-12T23:05:00.000+08:00

Hello blog =)English A2Science (chemistry/biology) A2Food and Nutrition A2Geography B3Combined humanities B3Mathematics C6Scary how a subject singlehandedly does all the damage.Anyway have you ever felt so devalued by someone who once was closest to you? Have you ever looked into that person's eyes and instead of finding comfort and familiarity, found affectional vacuum?Knew the signsWasn't

2007-01-31T00:21:00.000+08:00

East Coast is the shizz =)Learning how to ride... X)Here I go!Josephine and I are forming a group of 6 for the windsurfing course at east coast sea sports club =) It's $55 for membership and course. Anyone?? =)Cheerioooo =)

2007-01-29T00:06:00.000+08:00

we've grown so far apart.what's a girl to do when she's tried her hardest?

2007-01-23T21:51:00.000+08:00

After work, Jo and I had a much anticipated work out time at planet fitness :D Hahaha it's seriously cool that I have a free pass till Feb 14th! Thanks to Jo =) Didn't do much today though cause we had to head to east coast to register for the windsurfing course! So we chatted all the way and somehow our conversation digressed and we found ourselves talking about (what else?)guys. Some of the

2007-01-21T22:41:00.000+08:00

=))

2007-01-20T23:47:00.000+08:00

Disneyland Hong Kong =) Loads more but having problems uploading them! The rest of the pics up soon! x)

2007-01-18T23:30:00.000+08:00

It was comical how Adda and I (very)unintentionally found an unlikely streak of common ground between us yesterday at work =) It started with a mere fleeting statement that led to a highly amusing and entertaining conversation about a particular subject for which, we came to find, we shared common sentiments =) HAHAHAWork has been fun =) Matthew has (finally)started bringing in new items to the

Broadening horizons? =)

2007-01-16T22:54:00.000+08:00

In the past week, I have:1. Scared the hell out of an innocent air stewardess by jerking and yelping aloud as I awoke suddenly on the plane X)2. Slept on a windowsill for 5 consecutive nights3. Singlehandedly finished 5 packets of chips at one go. OMG4. Been to disneyland! It seriously felt like home5. Learned the art of shameless bargaining. $168 to $50. Do the math! =)6. Hiked up a mountain in

the trouble with being me

2006-12-30T00:48:00.000+08:00

1. childlike, but often mistaken to be childish and immature 2. curious by nature, constantly in search of new experiences. People think i am flighty and impractical3. too open with people, am judged.4. trust too easily, usually end up learning the hard way that people cant be trusted5. submissive, often a pushover6. think for others too much.7. always do whats best for everyone but myself.8.

2006-12-26T00:53:00.000+08:00

' I hope truly that in the year ahead you will come to resolve that burden in your heart. You are an independant, pretty and amazing girl. Continue to be that in the coming year!'The sweetest words uttered this christmas.

yours truly, graduant.

2006-10-14T01:24:00.000+08:00

In awe of the one who gave it all

2006-10-12T22:03:00.000+08:00

Hello all! =) Just came back from my night run awhile ago =op Been running for the past three days and tonight's run was especially refreshing, with the chilly air and light wind blowing against my face, and I'm finally re-awakening my runner instincts that have been subdued lately due to long term neglect =x I knew it was all coming back to me when I was doing my 3rd round around the estate, and

=)

2006-10-11T08:42:00.000+08:00

O level people, study hard okay =) We're all in this together! *prances around dancing to high school musical*Hahaha Charis is coming over to my place later to work on the dance =)

What can we do, but praise you? =)

2006-10-10T22:09:00.000+08:00

What can I do - Paul BalocheWhen I see the beauty of a sunset's glory,Amazing artistry across the evening skyWhen I feel the mystery of a distant galaxyIt awes and humbles me to be lovedBy a God so highWhat can I do, but thank you?What can I do but give my life to you?Hallelujah, hallelujahWhat can I do, but praise you?Everyday, make everything I doA hallelujahHallelujah, hallelujahWhen I hear

It ain't me

2006-10-04T20:18:00.000+08:00

I'm not the one you want, babeI'll only let you downIt ain't me, babeNo, no, no, it ain't me, babeIt ain't me you're looking for, babe.- Walk the line

the trouble with love

2006-10-03T21:07:00.000+08:00

Loved like it would never hurt, trusted because I had faith (too much?), cared with every inch of my being, gave my heart away (too easy?), understood, compromised, gave in, sacrificed, put myself, my life on hold. Sometimes I wonder why.'Perhaps in disappointment we are perfectly matched.' - Corpse Bride, Tim BurtonWow.. what contrast in mood I see between this entry and the last. Haha.. =) Well

sweet seventeen

2006-09-27T22:23:00.000+08:00

Thank you for the cards and presents everyone!!! Love you all =)

=(

2006-09-25T21:31:00.000+08:00

Hady won Singapore idol instead of Jonathan. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

rainbow fetish (:

2006-09-23T22:08:00.000+08:00

I know this is a little late, but behold our wonderful work of art! =) Teachers' day cake for the leaders. Wheeeeeeee =)Will be flying off to hong kong this Friday for my birthday =) Will be flying off in the morning and back at night haha =) Any suggestions as to what I can do there anyone?? =op I'm looking forward to timsum.. Finally found the 'what a girl wants' dvd today! GAH =)Click here for

RANDOMNESS

2006-09-20T21:33:00.000+08:00

Prelims are over! Time to chill out for a couple of days before I start crazy-mugging for Os.. =) Watched the devil wears prada for the fourth (not kidding) time today =x Am tired! Gonna go sleep now good night everyone =)I carry your heart. I carry it in my heart.xoxo. B.

The cry of my heart is to bring you praise

2006-09-10T22:18:00.000+08:00

I am less than 12 hours away from the official beginning of prelims =( And possibly in a state of subconscious denial of their arrival. I suppose the initial dread is natural, and even more so, the lingering feelings of apprehension and insufficient-studying-induced regret. Can't wait for all this to be over.Anyway this week has been somewhat turbulent, wavering between extremes in terms of

2006-09-06T00:09:00.000+08:00

You are not a God created by human handsyou are not a God dependent on any mortal manyou are not a God in need of anything we can giveby your plan, that's just the way it isYou are God alonefrom before time beganyou were on your throneyou are God aloneand right nowin the good times and badyou are on your throneyou are God aloneYou're the only God who's power, none can contendyou're the only God

2006-09-03T23:03:00.000+08:00

All majesty,To the God of creation!To all the girls who helped out in one way or another baking the cake for the leaders and making the cards, a big thank you!! =) The brownie was quite successful =) Not to mention attractive due to our highly innovative addition of chupa-chups! Haha =) More chocolate sauce next time, gals! The melted chocolate hardened! =( LolWatched the devil wears prada for

You.

2006-08-28T22:34:00.000+08:00

My feelings, exactly =) I love this song.Everybody wants to be loved Every once in a while We all need someone to hold on to Just like a helpless child Can you whisper in my ear Let me know its alright It's been a long time coming down this road and now I know what I've been waiting for and like a lonely highway I'm trying to get homeLove's been a long time coming. You can love for a lifetime You

2006-08-23T20:57:00.000+08:00

Am I just seeing what I want to seeOr could you really be..someone to have and holdwith all my heart and soulplease tell me now,before I fall in love.This week has been exciting enough so far =) Busy as a bee studying(trying to) for prelims and planning things with the girls(not to mention going hyper while at it!) =) Haha.. have been perpetually late for school this whole week, though I've not

2006-08-22T21:21:00.000+08:00

Exciting week =)

2006-08-17T21:57:00.000+08:00

Imagine...Your favourite musical is in town.You hear of it, you're excitedEvery inch of your body is reeling with eager anticipation of it.You rush to the nearest ticketing boothAll the good seats have been sold out.Faster than you expected.The only seats left are right at the back,and you know you can't see much from back there.But you'll still have to pay the full price.To others it would seem

2006-08-16T17:55:00.000+08:00

This is where you dump your old literature work when your computer is mysteriously deleting folders at random, and your printer isn't working =)2. In The English teacher, how does Narayan convey the notion that it is futile to cling on to earthly attachments?In the novel, Narayan plots events such that Krishna loses the people he is emotionally dependent on. For example, the demise of his wife

Am I just seeing what I want to see.. or could you really be?

2006-08-12T01:13:00.000+08:00

Hello everybody =) It's wierd that I should be blogging at this unearthly hour (especially after 2 days of non-stop partying and fun hahahahaha) but since I'm hyper.. I shall try to channel all this energy into penning down an informative blog entry for my avid readers. HAHA =o) HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELIA!!!!This crazy woman has officially turned 16 =)To celebrate, we skipped school and went out on

2006-08-06T20:48:00.000+08:00

She knew that she would weep again when she saw the kind, tender hands folded in death; the face that had never looked save with love upon her, fixed and gray and dead. But she saw beyond that bitter moment a long procession of years to come that would belong to her absolutely. And she opened and spread her arms out to them in welcome.There would be no one to live for during those coming years;

2006-08-01T11:23:00.000+08:00

Having free period now cause the teachers are away supervising the musical but the comm sucks gahhhh =) Going to amelia's house later! Yayy. Hmmm I think ill be blogging on livejournal from now on, kinda sick of this blog. But let me get the layout done okay =) My lj layout is just not appearing! =( Anyway. The past few days have been rather eventful x) Haha must admit I'm slowly starting to have

Last tears.

2006-07-25T22:10:00.000+08:00

I was not the perfect girlfriend. But I really did love you. A part of me always will. Guess I just wasn't enough.You were the closest to heaven I've ever beenI bleed just to know I'm alive

2006-07-24T20:12:00.000+08:00

I <3 MY CHUPA CHUP CHARMS=) Wheeeee had detention today. Was bored out of my skull.

2006-07-22T23:10:00.000+08:00

Yesterday's entry was a mess =x Anyway, time to stock up on new reads! =) Whoopie!REALLY WANT THIS:

2006-07-21T17:52:00.000+08:00

Too tired to blog =)Did some tweaking with the photos =) Anyway I'm going to bed. Am dead tired, not to mention stressed over more than I can handle right now.

2006-07-20T19:40:00.000+08:00

Dear Diary.So we celebrated racial harmony day in school today =) Not much of a celebration really, we spent one pathetic hour in the chapel broken up into groups to work on some crossword puzzles =( Haha pretty useless, cause I'm pretty sure all I walked out of the chapel with was a backache, leg cramps and pins and needles from all the squatting/sitting in a really confined space. But recess

2006-07-17T22:29:00.000+08:00

Everyone needs compassionA love that's never failingLet mercy fall on meEveryone needs forgivenessThe kindness of a saviourThe hope of nationsSaviour, he can move the mountainsMy God is mighty to saveHe is mighty to saveForever, author of salvationHe rose and conquered the graveJesus conquered the graveSo take me as you find meAll my fears and failuresFill my life againI'd give my life to

2006-07-16T21:32:00.000+08:00

What the world needs nowis love, sweet love.

2006-07-15T20:36:00.000+08:00

Had loads of fun today at the seventeen ZA summer camp =) Went down to meet eneida first, then we made our way down to east coast to register. Managed to snag a gorgeous pair of brown shorts at that sale! So I wore the shorts to camp.. bought a pair of wedges too, which Amelia coincidentally bought too the day before x) Haha it was rather inappropriate for the event and both of us ended up doing

2006-07-11T22:29:00.000+08:00

I hate cockroaches! GAHHH =(

2006-07-05T21:39:00.000+08:00

A fox among the shadows of the town,Should I surrender to the arms of man?On the blank icehills lies in waitThe fighting cold who has thrown downHis challenge. I'll not imitateThe feline compromise. I scanWith warring eyes the servile fateOf animals who joined the heated town.Lean-hearted lions in the concrete zooGrow bellies, tendons slacken in pale hide,Their breath slows to a dying pace.Their

2006-06-28T22:12:00.000+08:00

Education is a state-concerned manufactory of echoes. In local context, education has dubbed itself a system that 'moulds the future of our nation', this a plain delusion on the part of the ministry. They somehow fail to see that their brilliant 'moulding' is not raising up a generation capable of the demands of the 21st century as they think, but ironically, is merely mass producing an army of

2006-06-26T18:09:00.000+08:00

we're soaring, flyingthere's not a star in heaventhat we can't reachif we're tryingso we're breaking freeyou know the world can see usin a way that's different than who we arecreating space between ustill we're separate heartsbut your faith it gives me strengthstrength to believewe're breaking freewe're soaring, flyingthere's not a star in heaventhat we can't reachif we're tryingwe're breaking

2006-06-22T23:24:00.000+08:00

11 am: Met besty. Hit the Mango sale! =)1.30 pm, Pastamania: A real klutz spilled an entire bottle of chilli flakes onto her pasta (though I don't really blame her cause the bottle wasn't closed properly). As you would imagine, this caused two major problems 1) Even after removing the most she could of the heap of chilli flakes, her pasta was still flooded with remaining flakes that stuck onto

2006-06-21T22:13:00.000+08:00

The long overdue article (: Finally got down to it earlier this week. Been so busy! =x Anyway there are supposed to be pictures, but I forgot the password to my flickr account. So no photos! Sorry =(Family Camp 2006!The 4th of June marked the beginning of this year’s annual family camp, and at the crack of dawn campers had already arrived in church, many intuitively sleepy and slightly grumpy,

2006-06-17T00:31:00.000+08:00

=)Saviour,He can move the mountainsMy God is mighty to saveMy God is mighty to saveForever,Author of salvationHe rose and conquered the graveJesus conquered the grave

2006-06-15T22:28:00.000+08:00

Everything we've been through, has come to nothing. You took off without warning, and left me stranded in a place I did not know, as though I meant nothing to you, after everything we had been through. You moved on like it didn't mean a fucking thing to you. I look at you and see no resemblence to the you I once knew, and loved. You moved on the day you left. I stayed, and fuck, I don't know why.

2006-06-15T17:47:00.000+08:00

Gorgeous crochet belt in gold! (: Goes great with jeans: And here's a close up: Going at $18 a piece.Tea Party.Available as a mismatched pair, or a matching set (:$18 a pair. Available upon request!Now for the other stuff (: Ever had a ridiculous crush on someone? Haha I've developed very inappropriate feelings for someone, and it's so wrong!! It's also quite funny to a certain extent (because

2006-06-06T20:51:00.000+08:00

I fought to silence the emotions that instantly welled up within me as those words hit the core of me like a ton of bricks. I bit my lips in adamant resolution to keep those tears well within their ducts, where they could remain undetected and keep my true feelings secret. If you've ever tried biting a trembling lip in attempt to tame its emotion driven movements, you would probably agree it is

2006-06-03T22:57:00.000+08:00

Am back from Kuantan! (: The ominous symptoms of a coming flu are beginning to manifest themselves and my body is now reaping the effects of 4 days of non-stop fun (: Have been asked to write an article about church camp for the first ministry newsletter (: Will post it here when I write it! In my fatigued state I can only manage this: Camp was greaaaat! I think God really moved powerfully during

2006-05-29T20:55:00.000+08:00

A quick update before I leave for Kuantan tomorrow morning! xDI'm doing promotional work for:Liprageous lipbalms! (:Collected the product write ups, and got two tubes of Liprageous balms for free (: Quoting the flyer,' Experience true indulgence with Lip Rageous' lip care products. Truly a treat for lips with great tasting flavours of Red Apple, Blue Raspberry and Watermelon. Blended with Aloe

2006-05-28T22:30:00.000+08:00

Every inch of my body is reeling with excitement (:Haha anyway I got this countdown timer thingie. Quite cute eh? But the dates seem a bit screwed up (:So I went shopping for things to bring to camp, and as usual, I was pretty much carried away by other items which persistently called out my name till I gave them a try, and of course, bought them and spent more money! Bah :(The latest additions

2006-05-24T22:58:00.000+08:00

NostalgiaFour o'clock in the morningMy mind's filled with a thousand thoughts of youAnd how you left without warningBut looking back I'm sure you tried to talk it throughNow I see it so clearlyWe're together but living separate livesSo I wanna tell you I'm sorryBaby I can't find the wordsBut if I could, then you know I wouldNo I won't let go, know what we can beI won't watch my life crashing down

2006-05-23T18:38:00.000+08:00

! Won a pink Anna Sui retro makeup tin just now (: Went crazy with Eneida in town fussing over perfume!! Going out again tomorrow (: Also, my manicure and pedicure will be done by this weekend in time for my vacation, and I am making Sunday the deadline for buying the following:. Dorothy Perkins bikini. Mango sunglasses. Paul Frank beach slippers. 'Bang on the door' beach bagDa Vinci Code

2006-05-19T23:13:00.000+08:00

Mid year aftermathThreesome hits pepper lunch!The end of the mid year exams have marked the start of days of continuous shopping and crazy deeds! Had some time to create some new accessories (: Am still waiting for my cameras to be repaired :( So no pictures yet! Nabbed Amelia's during free period in school to take 2 quick shots of one of my latest creations (: Apologies for the lousy pictures :(

2006-05-18T20:57:00.000+08:00

Newly imported! (:Gold heart locket with floral detail! 1.5 cm x 1.5 cm $3 per locketSilver locket with intricate detail!2 cm long, 1.5 cm wide$3 per locketSilver locket with intricate detail! (larger version)3 cm long, 2 cm wide$4.50 per locketGet a free limited edition Anna Sui summer fragrance sampler with the purchase of every 5 charms or more!Brought to you by:Amelia and Beverly. To

2006-05-12T21:12:00.000+08:00

Suppose Time decides to play a cruel prank on me and sends me back to the past to witness the things I have laboured to efface from my memory.I emerge from the hurricane of blurred objects, faces and places. I find myself blinking into the faces of people I know. There is an uncanny familiarity in this time and place. Suddenly the floor beneath my feet begins to jerk. I look up and recoil in

2006-05-11T21:15:00.000+08:00

Watched MI3 today (: And had a whole load of fun with the girls.. namely Vanessa, Debra, Leona, Charis and Wendy! (: I totally fell in love with this pair of maroon shades from Topshop (: More fun awaits me on Sunday, going out again to watch Poiseidon. MENTAL NOTE: Don't forget the tissues. Not my kind of movie, really :( Loads of people die. Anyway yay! Seinfeld marathon with Wendy at my place

2006-05-10T20:08:00.000+08:00

I am now experiencing the dull ache all over my body oweing to nights of insufficient sleep, not spent staying up late burning the midnight oil as you would expect, but doing all sorts of leisurely things at a very inappropriate time (: With 3 more papers to go (I would consider them minor), the holiday mood has already kicked in, and I am not fighting it but wholly embracing it with delight (:

2006-05-07T21:01:00.000+08:00

The sordid filth that has subtly crept into my heart has done its destroying work, turning the once penetrable walls of my heart into an impenetrable mass of stone. Impenetrable to all but you, my saviour. Despite my heart of stone you sought me, and caused me to see my heart in its raw state, a cold stone wherein lies a labryinth of unresolved issues and lies of the devil. I need you. Break my

2006-05-06T23:46:00.000+08:00

After several weeks of considerable fuss, the elections have finally taken place. I've been too busy with work and what-nots to actually listen to the representatives of The Worker's Party, so I cannot say that I've seen or heard enough to have a definitive opinion of who should win this round of elections, but here's my two cents' worth. It is highly unlikely that the PAP will lose this time

2006-05-02T21:36:00.000+08:00

Reading: Le divorce by Diane JohnsonPut simply, a juxtaposition of American and French culture, wrapped in a carousel of expensive lunches, high heels, scandals, and all that gives the life lived in France its glamourous facade, mystery and if I may add, its much coveted status. A fantastic read!(:So I managed to get down to studying for the mid years today, FINALLY (: Did chemistry for the

2006-05-01T23:41:00.000+08:00

Why do I still find myself hanging on to every word and action of yours? Why does every word that comes from your mouth, or every character you type have the power to send me into bursts of euphoric adrenaline, or contrarily, waves of consuming, nauseating despair? This notion that I have lost all trace of feelings for you, is one that I find myself repeating almost laboriously in my head,

2006-04-26T20:52:00.000+08:00

The past few days have been trying beyond measure. For all who are reading this, be prepared to be hit by an avalanche of laments and vulgarities, or close this page and perhaps, find something else to do that would be more worth your while.I am too tired/frustrated/enraged/confused to give a FUCK about manners right now. Am plain sick of school and the people in it. I have decided to not give a

2006-04-24T20:14:00.000+08:00

I don't forsee myself blogging much this week. It's only Monday and yet a daunting, hefty pile of work is already piled up, demanding my full and undivided attention for the next few days or so :( Sigh. Anyway I've already spent the better part of today gallivanting about with Amelia and after that, with my Mum and Auntie at Bras Basah (: Dropped by art friend and just looking at all the art and

2006-04-23T20:33:00.000+08:00

So this was one blast of a weekend :DFridayMy mum was entitled to a free night's stay at Raffles The Plaza, so after school on Friday, I skipped chem extra lesson (along with 2/3 of the class :D) and headed right down to the hotel!We spent the night shuffling aimlessly around city hall, raffles city and suntec. Indulged in many extravagant and impractical buys! Haha.. But anyway. It was fun.

2006-04-20T21:35:00.000+08:00

Watching - World On Fire by Sarah McLachlanSo the past week has been mundane. It just hit me from nowhere how life's atrocities have left me more cynical and jaded than ever. Not the girl I once was, and I hardly raise an eyebrow at anything anymore. Nothing surprises me. Black and white have merged into a single shade of grey. I am losing this head on my shoulders. Maybe it already is lost.Then

2006-04-15T12:06:00.000+08:00

Lost love.The art of losing isn't hard to master;so many things seem filled with the intentto be lost that their loss is no disaster.Lose something every day. Accept the flusterof lost door keys, the hour badly spent.The art of losing isn't hard to master.Then practice losing farther, losing faster:places, and names, and where it was you meantto travel. None of these will bring disaster.I lost

2006-04-14T00:38:00.000+08:00

Paul Bettany is new on my list of hot actors (: Just got back from the movie firewall (starring Harrison Ford and Paul Bettany) with my Mum, and I must say I am incredibly impressed with Bettany's acting in this film (in which he takes on the role of a bank robber/kidnapper). It was only in the middle of the movie that it occured to me.. that this merciless fellow was the same guy whose

2006-04-10T20:41:00.000+08:00

He's more heaven than a heart could hold.And I don't know, I don't know what he's after.But he's so beautiful, such a beautiful disaster.Barbercue at my place this Friday! (:Yayy (:Bought a floral wrap-around beach skirt (:

2006-04-09T19:44:00.000+08:00

New skin (: My right column is a mess though. Will do something about it if I get free anytime this week (: Anyway, I have been glued to C.S Lewis' The Screwtape Letters, a mesmerising and diabolical correspondence between two devils (: One heck of a book! Mind candy. Indulging in good reads have kept me fairly preoccupied lately (:Sigh no more, ladies, sigh no more,Men were deceivers ever,One

2006-04-07T23:34:00.000+08:00

Beverly returns to the blogging scene after over a week of going MIA! (: Been tied up with too much to do! Anyway i am feeling extremely accomplished now! xD Just finished tidying up the paraphernalia site and all that nitty gritty that goes into starting a mini business (: The photography was fantastic, credits to my talented cousin! (: Well, http://theparaphernaliashop.blogsome.com is now

2006-03-31T19:59:00.000+08:00

you're not worth trying for. neither are you. going to st. margs is the stupidest mistake i've made in my life. period.

2006-03-31T13:16:00.000+08:00

got a new phone (:

2006-03-25T01:54:00.000+08:00

counting my blessings.. (:http://apps.rockyou.com/rockyou.swf?"> quality="high" wmode="transparent" bgcolor="#000000" width="426" height="320" name="rockmyspace" align="middle" allowScriptAccess="never" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" pluginspage="http://www.macromedia.com/go/getflashplayer" />

2006-03-23T23:48:00.000+08:00

heading down a new, different roadjesus take the wheel

2006-03-23T12:26:00.000+08:00

this is where you paste your information when you forget to bring your f & n diskette (:some relevant links i found..http://www.ocean.udel.edu/mas/seafood/nutritioninfo.htmlhttp://www.nutritiondata.com/http://www.cs.cmu.edu/~mjw/recipes/seafood/index.htmlokay, i'm spending this 5 period f & n session in an entirely unproductive manner (: well research isn't exactly a piece of pie with a

2006-03-22T20:54:00.000+08:00

my most lathargic day in ages. before i get down to recounting today's activites, i have some things i need to say...i am sorry. whether or not you did it, i don't know. but i had no right to go overboard with my words, now i realise they've done irreparable damage. i don't expect you to forgive me, but i am sorry. i've taken that entry off the blog, just so you know. you didn't deserve it.so,

2006-03-21T20:15:00.000+08:00

okay, i'm blogging for the second time today. just had to do something about that template! :) love this new one to bits <3 anyway these quizzes are so fun when you've got nothing better to do/you're just not in the mood for anything productive or serious x) Your Five Variable Love ProfilePropensity for Monogamy:Your propensity for monogamy is medium.In general, you prefer to have only one love

2006-03-21T18:36:00.000+08:00

nostalgia. hey all :) for one, i am positively delighted.. we let out at 11 tomorrow! will head down to bugis with amelia for some shopping.. will see if i can drop by arab? :) there is also a chance that i'll get to go over to changi beach club to meet my relatives for tea.. which means that i can collect my photoshoot pictures from my cousin! yay xD well school today was blah as usual, and by

2006-03-20T21:35:00.000+08:00

got this off amelia's :Ingredients :Lemon (I used yellow skin)Distilled waterMethod :Using 1 Lemon per distilled water (1.5L usually)Drink this concoction from the moment you wake up till 5pm.No food or other drink intake during these hours.After 5pm, take an apple or non citrus fruit.At 6pm, take Fish soup with rice, or oatmeal.Absolutely no heavy dinner!Do the above for 3 days!Can only repeat

2006-03-19T00:15:00.000+08:00

Guess mine is not the first heart brokenMy eyes are not the first to cryI'm not the first to knowThere's just no getting over youYou know, I'm just a fool who's willingTo sit around and wait for youBut baby can't you seeThere's nothing else for me to doI'm hopelessly devoted to youBut now there's nowhere to hideSince you pushed my love asideI'm out of my headHopelessly devoted to youHopelessly

2006-03-12T00:05:00.000+08:00

there must be more than this

2006-03-09T23:06:00.000+08:00

i need coffee and some decent sleep.did i lose my love to someone better?and does she love you like i doi doyou knowi really, really dosomebody save me.

2006-03-09T00:27:00.000+08:00

am about to retire for the night after 6 hours of non stop jewellery making =/ nuff said. i am zombified. going to daphne's in a couple of hours :) so i should probably knock off now. a better entry tomorrow, i promise :) love!